Today is amazing :D AARON I GOT YOUR CARD, YOU ARE AMAZING, LIKE COMPLETELY


apparently it's supposed to be snowed under everywhere in the UK today. GUESS WHAT, DERBY IS STILL FINE. I swear the snow just avoids us here. For which I am rather grateful, I don't have good enough shoes for the snow!

I sort-of put today aside to do some cooking, but I haven't started any yet... I have a curry to make and a cake to bake, man, I should get on with that.

urg I got one of my many singularly-shipped amazon orders today and it was the one that was dispatched the latest and the only thing that was me replacing something instead of getting something new. baw I want my guidebook already! IT MIGHT HAVE INTERESTING HOLICY FACTOIDS IN!! urg.

still ill, but am going to solve it this evening with the copious application of booze with my bro and maybe others :D that'll work right?

HONESTY MEME

I can't help it, I see a bandwagon and I want on.


it'd be nice to not be ill anymore ;_; getting tired of this, man.

the newness of the year has worn off a little now \o/ and I've finally gotten some sleep. Happy new year again!

GUESS MY PERSONALITY FROM MY USERPICS!
MY THREAD HERE

which reminds me, I have icons to be getting on with. like iconing the whole of holic 195. ohohohoh~

eurgh I'm between layouts... there was this awesome one I had a while back that I turned green, but I don't have it saved so I'm reworking it, but I'm laaaaazy and haven't done it yet.

and on things in construction, our shower is. it's just like, completely under construction. they ripped all the tiles out last week and today ripped the shower doors off so they could re-plaster the walls. I MISS SHOWERING. at least we have the bath still.

and I want my amazon stuff to be delivered right now damnittttt. the holic guidebook is in the post to me noooow I want to read iiiiit.

right i have decided this year will be the best year eer MUAHAHAHAHA

the things I need to do this year are the following:

*Find a Job (goes without saying really)
*Find a new place to live (I have been asked to move out by July)

the things i would like to do are:

*find a club to join (eg martial arts or some other activity)
*learn something new using at home learning course or something like that (or evening courses)
*know how to drive by the end of the year (if I pass this year then a car would be nice)


My CV must be OK in recruiters eys as I have had a couple phone calls so far, one was based on seeing my CV on a different website...its a start so hopfully it will be good enough to get a job :D


new place wise preferably would like to have my own place like a flat to call my own. But cant look until I hae a job (though doesnt stop me looking at renting websites to get an idea of the market)

if i cant get a job by May then I will have to think about the possibity of moving back to Suffolk :(

I don't use this site very much any more. I guess I am too busy wasting my time with other things (Like watching anime).

This is just going to be a quick post so I can recall it in the future. I just went to see the new film Avatar film (James Cameron's version, I've not watched it but I know there's an anime of the same name).

It is an incredible film (and quite long at 2h40m), I really enjoyed it. The world they have created for it was just amazing.

Unfortunately I'm back to work tomorrow so I am going to cut this post short here. I have lots I would like to type about don't have the time.

It seems I’ve developed this trend of writing to update on how life is ticking along, after months and months of not writing, getting it all out in one go as much as I can then not writing again for a long while.

 Its been over 7 months since I last sat here and wrote what’s been going on. Once again, this chapter is a catch up on what’s been occurring during my journey.

Firstly, Weddings.

Aiden and Jess got married. The day started like any other Saturday – me flapping around trying to get ready for something, and I actually ended up going to work in my suit to help out with the mass of quotes that were spewing from the printer. At quarter to 11 I left and rushed to the registrars office in Leek. When I got my composure, at the head of the aisle, myself, the groom and the best man realised we didn’t know what music needed to be played at what point.

Panicking, I left the room and bumped into the bride just as she was arriving. Jess looked amazing. So amazing I couldn’t get my words out.

The first thing I managed to say was “wow”

The wedding went without any problems. We then moved on to the first part of the reception. The meal was exquisite. I was sat at the head table and had a fairly good view of everything going on. I even made a speech, but due to nerves, forgot half of it. I’ve done countless shoes on the radio and in front of people in a live environment, but that moment completely freaked me out, a little.

Tina’s wedding was also fantastic, and an experience I will never forget.

 Months went on, and just before my birthday, I had the honour of seeing one of my best friends get married. Ruth and David got married near Ruth’s home town of Kettering in her family church.

I’d like to tell you lots about what happened after the wedding, but due to me being a lightweight, and there being a fantastic selection of drink in both the room and the bar, I was really quite drunk by just after half 7 in the evening.

Ruth, again looked fantastic, but then again, brides always do. The whole experience was amazing, and I got to spend time with some of the closest friends I made in Derby.

Debbie, Jimmy, Pat and Ruth. I wish I had more days just like that one.

The Church, the Colour and the Shape. 

Life is constant change. It has to be or it would go stale and wouldn’t be worth living if we couldn’t learn something every day. For every time I say I’m stuck in a rut, I know I’m still changing and learning something new. Life is full of lessons for us to learn.

I’m growing more confident with my ability, and people who know to look out for me and what I do are noticing.

A few months back, I ended up at the church taking part in an evening. I was one of the draws for the night.

My demonstrations revolved around me sitting the person down I was doing a reading for and drawing and adding colour to whatever was being given to me.

This night of demonstrations occurred on the same day as Tina’s wedding, actually, and although it was a fantastic experience for me, the best was yet to come...

A few days after that evening, I found on facebook, that my friend Rosanna had been to see a Tarot Reader. Tarot is the process of the reader drawing cards from a deck and giving a message that way. The readings consist of past, present and future.

I’ve found that every reading I’ve had via Tarot has been incredibly accurate and always special. They’ve often lead me to things that urgently needed attending that I ordinarily wouldn’t know about. One of my most influential teachers is a Tarot reader as the main ability she utilises.

At the moment that I saw Rosanna’s status, I got in touch with her and mentioned what I do with the colour and the shapes that I get given to me.

We arranged a night when I would come and talk to some of her friends about it and do some work with them.

The evening took me to The Moorland Inn near the centre of the city, and I think I read for 6 ladies that night.

This is where something fantastic happened.

One lady I was taking to had two children stood next to her. A boy and a girl. The girl was very faint, but the boy was really strong in his presence. I didn’t feel like he had passed over at all. In fact, it felt like he was waiting to be given life.

He was held on to her left side. Dark hair and quite strong. I told her this and she was genuinely surprised.

“I already have children” she exclaimed.

The evening went on with good results and strong messages, and because of the amount of information coming out, we had to arrange a follow up as I wasn’t going fast enough.

The readings at The Moorland happened on a Thursday. The next Tuesday, Rosanna sent me a text message. Her friend Emma, who already had children, had found out she was pregnant again. I can tell you now, several months on, it’s a boy.

News of this spread about and I have been giving readings all over the city. I’ve had to take a bit of a break, as they do completely drain me when I do them.

I’m coming to the end of this entry, I’m planning to do more, getting more of the last 7 months into each one as I go along. 

I’m growing and developing more than I could help for. I’m helping more and more people, and that makes me feel better for doing so. I’m really grateful for this chance, and every time I tell my story of how my life came to be blessed with this gift, I feel that little more appreciative.

 I’m still lonely, however, and right now I have no idea if or when that will change. And although its getting me down, and people are noticing a bit (which I really don’t like), I’m trying my best to get on with it. So I’ll go on wearing my mask, drawing my pictures and playing the music.

There’s still so much out there I need to do and see, and I know it wont be my time until that’s done, so I’ll keep going on my journey, meeting new people and renewing friendships with people I already know.

There’s still such a long way to go.

Originally published at mei. You can comment here or there.

Wow.

I just read a book in one go that Ive been reading for the past 5 hours solid. I havent done that for a long time O_o

Its called little brother by Cory Doctorow. Its brilliant, its just what I think is going to happen to england (and the rest of the world) very soon. And it available for free online! http://craphound.com/littlebrother/download/

I cant recommend it enough.

Yeah, call me a conspiracy theorist, its happening though. Just look around you.

While im at it, here are some links I should plug:

Happy new year by the way! ^w^

Man, it's like browsing a mangageek forum whenever a new chapter of a popular series comes out. I HATE DEVELOPMENT, I WON'T WATCH IT AGAIN (until the next episode)!

" he actuallly suits been a doctor n they wont b timelords wen the new 1 cums theyl b tramplords :/"

"Ugh I hate the new guy already.. and I have even seen him on screen for more than 5 minutes at the most.. Ugh.."

"i cried even before he regenerated
" No one will replace this guy!"

"and i mean, you just had to see that regeneration thing to see how awful th new guys gonna be
geronimo? erm..i think no
alonsi..woooo!"

" i hate the way the new one took davids jokes from when he regenerated from christopher eccleston, all that "i have hands, i have hair" stuff. he looks like he's trying too hard to imitate david in an attempt to be as popular as him. not going to happen pal, davids the only time lord for me!"

" i'm going to refuse to watch it now that Tennant has gone. :("

" i got so emotional i had a massive nosebleed!"

The very worst thing about that Dr Who? The bit that ruined everything?

The regeneration.

No, not because I hate the new Doctor for all of his thirty seconds of dementia.

Because it made the rest of the episode and the Doctor's development utterly pointless.

All that talk of dying and being too old was rendered meaningless because the Doctor didn't die. That storyline should have been the last Dr Who serial EVER. Spread the story over a series, develop the characters and events better, throw in flashbacks to the horrors of the Time War, and end it with the Doctor dying for good.

The regeneration was like an awkward reset button. Like the Doctor stepped out of the shower and it was all a dream. What possible threat could top the Time Lords themselves, so much so that the Doctor and Master end up (briefly) working together?

Anything after this is going to end up like Advent Children!!

Also: Why was a random Time Lord/Lady chatting to Bernard Cribbings all this time anyway? It really was an ass-pull that served no purpose other than the whole "I'm looking at the Machine! Shoot the Machine!" rubbish (which itself was a massive cop-out after all that dramatic build-up over who to shoot! RTD obviously wrote himself into a(nother) corner there).

★[ NEW YEARS FRIENDING MEME ]★

I feel so rough. Excellent. Got pretty snookered last night, since all of us at this tiny party brought weird booze. Me and Lez went to this offie in the market and got like cherry brandy and apple liquer, and then loofa and dan brought cointreau and some crazy blue stuff, we just made about fifty cocktails including one that tasted like marmalade.

only got back from that about an hour ago, lol. and now doctor who!! this evening.

HOPE EVERYONE HAD A FUN TIME WHATEVER YOU DID, WELCOME TO 2010!

I'm out and far from technology tonight so I thought it wise to post a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! before I go out!



However you're ringing the new year in, guys, I hope 2010 begins most excellently for you all. Cross your arms and dance in a circle, and remember old friends as the new year rings in.

Stolen without mercy from dia_aren_marie

( year=end meme! )

I was ill yesterday, well, today I am dying or something, I don't even know.

I've drunk about four litres of water which is obscene for me, who barely manages 1 most days, and yet I am still thirsty. And very hot. I better be better tomorrow, because I don't think drinking obscene amounts and coughing really mixes.